struggle

there is a struggle inside each of us. my struggle is the result both of dumb luck and destiny. there is a creative energy in me that just wants to ramble about a stone, or a tree, or a shoe. but there is also the socially conscious part of me that wants to change the world, make a difference, all that good stuff. sadly, the struggle cannot be resolved, and i have to separate the warring parties until i can find the perfect balance. as a result, i need to bifurcate (i actually used that word in a sentence) my writing. this blog will now focus on my intellectual contributions. my wonderings about the world, and another one will be created as a space for my words. hopefully i can avoid the sub-par (by my own standards) writing i have posted thus far. let's see what happens.